I am so sorry if anyone reads my blog
and all you get to see are complains and grumblings..
because i am really feeling down..
with a million and one things bottled up inside me...
i feel like i am going to explode one day....

It was fine all along for the whole day..
But than the night part was really another story..

Why does things always end up the bad way?
He told me he cant stand me anymore.
He told me he finds me irritating.
He told me he is sick of me.

Facts are placed right in my face.
But i choose not to accept it now..
I dun wan him to let me go..

dear.. why do u even bear to throw all the
awful comments on me?
why do u even bear to let me cry alone...
can you treat me better?
can you dun let me feel this way anymore...
cant the two of us try to work things out?

mummy even talked to me..
i guess heartbroke was written all over my face.
its pains to see how much others care about me
but not him.

will i survive alone? probably yes with time to come..
but i really dun wan.. i dun wan...

Can we both work things out together?

Lord I pray to you.. This relationship is very important to me..
Show me your guidance.. and bring me through.
I thank Lord for guiding me and gives me hopes..

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