Just met him..
but things dont feel quite the same anymore.

Vast distance between us.
The feeling is somewhat going wrong.
Are we really growing apart?

For the past 3 weeks
he's back and forth m'sia
we barely talk
we barely go out
in other words
we barely communicate.

Its getting so tiring.
Thoughts of giving up
kept coming back to me.
I felt so worn out.

He dun even understand what i want
what i actually need.

Had my new job interview
but he's the last to know about this
Much as i wanna share this piece of good news with
but it seems like he doesnt care about it anyway.

everone yearns for a perfect relationship.
to be loved and be loved.
isn't that true?
Nothing seems to be perfect in this world exactly
but everyone holds different perception regarding
the "love" that they dream of.

For me, its quite the same.
I hope for my bf to love me and vice versa.
but now.. i dun even know what is this.
I blog umpteen times about us
but i hate to be reminded in reality
about us.. cause there is no us in fact.

Dont ask me what happened
and what am i blogging.
I am so confused.
Just leave me alone.

i was here.
» renaye on 2007-11-19 10:58:34

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